you were reeeeeeeeeeeeeeepoterted as a lover of all assaults of all worries,>
forget about the money. forget about the weed.
i think about this all the time and i worry i will fuck you in the Early morning with some sick sorry sadness THAT i will contort into some sad madness that is called insanity.

come tell me i shouldn't worry about what will come out of your mouth.
this is the sickness that is lingering in the sad holes of my brain,
i have loved you sadly forever.