this is it.

two things.

one.
im finally going to say it because i think its final and true.
I'M MOVING OUT.
me and june are moving into a beautiful pool house.
with a huge bedroom. a chimney. a cute little kitchen.
and a beautiful garden to grow herbs and vegetables.
AHHHHH!!!!!! ive been trying to hold it in.
ive been trying to tell myself it isnt going to happen.
but theres nothing stopping us.
yes i will be poor. but i'll be on my own.

two.
im not going to be your mushroom. fed shit and kept in the dark.
never is a promise.
"it burns. it hurts.
i tumble to the earth.
and as i fall i feel myself relax."

i'm so full on tamales and hot chocolate.
surprisingly, it was not that bad this year.

its gonna be a good year...

without you.