Tuesday, December 09, 2008

i wish i could buy back.....

i cant stop blogging. :\ i think cus my thoughts wont stop racing.
about everything. simple things, difficult things.
and plus, i went a little crazy with a 2 liter jarritos bottle of mandarin.
and my body freaked out and i was shaking and wanted to throw up.
and i started getting panicky and thought about diabeeetus.
and enrique kept telling me to stick some sort of pill up my butt. :\
no thanks.

so ive been thinking about the summer. and i kind of want to disappear.
there is couchsurfing. i might go up north. or maybe east.
maybe i can get a month off work. hmmm.
i just need a partner in crime.
you can never really find someone who is just as willing as you.
theyre either too much or too little. does that make sense?

oh man. too many ideas are suddenly popping in my head.
i think its the sugar.
or maybe its just to distract myself......

if youre reading this. you care. and thats all i need for now.
...but youre not. :(
next exit - interpol.

3 comments:

ac said...

ugh so true. about people being too much or too little. :/

Brigitte said...

I feel awkward lurking and not commenting at least once. I found this through David's new raiiiiinbow blog.

Anyway, I totally get what you mean about just fucking GOING SOMEWHERE. It could be north, or east (west is kinda the water so yannoe...) but anyway!!! Traveling is the BEST DAMN THING...!

I feel like I have to give you a random *hug* ^_^

moonshiner said...

hahaha. awwww.


yay! thanks for reading!