the good that won't come out

another nightmare.
same ole, same ole.
except this time i embarrassed myself by getting drunk and falling down in the streets.

i dont think i can do this.
i have nightmares over my fears.

christmas break is well needed.
and i'll be home alone.
which is what i need. i can't stand christmas.

come back its fine. bring some wine.
leave my mind, forever.

mmm. i'm craving wine.