im in a place of unconsciousness.i dont know where my thoughts really are right now, in everything.
two weeks ago, i was a heartbroken mess. today i am numb?
a week ago, i was playing games with an old friend and today i could care less?
something is wrong with me. terribly wrong. but im glad its mostly internal.
im up all night writing in this simple black journal i bought last monday.
i sleep all day, with toulouse biting my feet and chewing at my dead flowers.
im not in the streets pulling my hair out, screaming, tearing my clothes off.
although i think that would be great fun to do ;)
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