these days

june gave me a tarot reading.
shes good, has potential.

dropped water on my phone while painting.
phoneless as of now. im kind of excited about this.
some sort of isolation.

smoking. reading a good book. dreaming.
done with school on wednesday.

there is a beauty to life that is missing now.
im tired of my knowledge.
im tired of my jealousy.
im tired of my past.

siigghhh...

im extremely saddened that i have given up.
but its all i can do.