"And all I loved, I loved alone." -Poe

the view from where i'm sitting.
there is some beautiful lighting in my living room at night.

the nightmares continue! no big news. its becoming a habit now.
this time, i panicked at first. but then i just kind of let it happen.
its was terrifying and beautiful and haunting.

to describe it physically,
it feels like some ghost of a past life is clinging onto my body.

perhaps there is some haunting lover from a past life loving me sweetly in my nightmares.

"But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we- 
Of many far wiser than we- 
And neither the angels in heaven above,
 Nor the demons down under the sea, 
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee."

spring break! that means late nights smoking weed.
with little Toulouse running around, jumping up on the fridge or climbing the chimney.
yes, i have a talented little pussy. ;)
you should come over and smoke with me.


p.s. patience, little shadow....
(the new yeah yeah yeahs cd is full of love sick songs. go listen to it. i am.)