lets fix this...

i just woke up from a very strange and complex strange dream.

it was very 6 feet under themed. i really dont understand it all.
its kind of funny that i would dream about 6 feet under like that,
and kind of geeky at the same time.
i dont think this will really make sense to anyone but me.... and june.

so.i guess it was a mixture between me being myself and me being nate/ being WITH nate.
and we were at some at some creepy park trying to run from these computer fixing guys who were these like totalitarians and wanted us to fix our laptop (which my laptop really is broken but ive been putting it off for so long).
so in result of that, the usual bad things kept happening to nate. :( so sad.
and then i took some nap.
and then i became nate i guess and the whole time silently i was thinking about brenda.
im guessing this it during the time that they were broken up and he was with lisa. (wait, was i lisa in the dream?! so confused!)
i finally decided that to make the bad things stop happening i would finally fix my laptop.
so i was gonna meet the totalitarian computer-fixers at some underground bar.
i guess i knew the bartender, and he started talking to me about brenda.
how he didnt know why we werent together even though we belonged together, and he kept saying why should people who have that strength of love stay away from each other just because shit is fucked up.
so i guess that made me/nate incredibly tired of the mess he was in.
then the computer guys came in and they started singing some song.
like 'its time to start fixing it! lets fix everything. youve got to fix it. lets fix it.'

FUCKING WEIRD.
maybe i need to fix something?
my laptop perhaps, because it is freaking the fuck out right now.

im lying. i know what this dream really means.....