dreading 20

amanda palmer would be an early taurus too.

oh 20.
you are here much too soon.
dont get me wrong, there is absolutely nothing wrong with getting older. its life, its natural.
but i think it is a terribly sad thought to know that i will NEVER EVER in this life again be a teenager.its done and over with. like i said, nothing wrong with that. but its a little sad, no?

sigh.



melancholy dreams, lately. but they are mere dreams, that is all.