a lot of scary things happened today.

1. saw that creepy guy again at a very different time, and this time he did not get off another bus but came from my side of the street....with a bike. :|
2. at work, i was talking to my boss and then she stopped in mid-sentence looking out the window. there was some teenager standing in the middle of the street staring at me through the window.

i dont know whats wrong with me.

oh....i am now officially looking for a roomate.
i need to move out and am being hinted to move out. im kind of going crazy.
reasons why i need to move out:
1. im going a little crazy
2. i need to fall back into my ways: painting, smoking weed, reading, just plain making cute useless things to decorate my surroundings. living here kind of puts that on hold
3. i dont want to be 23 and still live at home.
4. ever since i came to live back home, it doesnt feel like home
5. downey is a shit-hole full of losers and yes on 8 signs.
6. i would like to live with someone who would smoke with me, listen to music with me and wouldnt mind my herbs, oils and incense. ( sarah was this person for a while. but every time she smoked she would always blow chunks....literally.)
7. i have no space for my things. (bookcases FULL of books. records, a lot. record player. glass bottles with dried flowers stuck in them. a trunk. a lot of artwork. useless stuff i dont need, typewriter, suitcases, guitar, board games??trophies? clothes......)

no one is right...... story of my life!!!!


oh. one more thing. i think my friends are starting to not like me.
and im talking about several groups of friends. (my groups of friends are severely separated, and with reason. none of them would really work out.)
nobody calls anymore.
im tired of being the one to say let's hang out.
(this does not apply to david and andrea) <3 those bitches always want to hang out.