im so fucking pissed. here i am. putting pictures up on my walls. and i keep smelling dirty diapers.
and i find my pants from yesterday and they are the main source.
i know one of those little shitheads wiped their poop on my pants.
now its all over my fucking carpet and here i am. two in the morning spraying anything i can get my hands on to neutralize the germs and odors.
...sdfkjs;dlkfjasdklfjasl;dkfj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

besides that, ive been having these really vivid dreams.
like last night, i had this dream that i was with someone (i forgot who) and we we at this rocky cliff and they told me to jump into the ocean. and then this huge whale appeared and swallowed me whole. but then i had to do these weird flotation moves. and it would make the whale flip inside out but it kept happening. where i had to keep being swallowed by the whale and then i would do the floating dancing moves in its stomach and then it would magically fold inside out but like paper.
and then i had this dream at work, that i was driving with a bunch of people, i cant really remember who but they were people close to me and people from irvine. including AHEM. you know who andrea.(barf). and i was wearing a skirt with no underwear.(weird.yes) and andrea was driving. and i noticed that i didnt have underwear on so i announced it. and then everybody was like what the fuck? and andrea was like "psh! who hasnt NOT worn underwear in a car before?" hahah. weirdest fucking dream ever.

oh and by the way.
enough.now.unamed.junior.
i used to respect you so much. same level of thoughts and everything.
now ive realized youre just a fucking idiot.
YOU ARE NOT A BEAUTIFUL AND UNIQUE SNOWFLAKE.
im glad i moved up north. im glad we both changed.