im drunk on pain right now. :/
fuck wisdom teeth.

i havent posted in a while. its kind of been a crazy weekend.
well. i guess i should start at the beginning
and im not going to go into too much detail of some of the things that happened.
better left unsaid.

friday.
me and david were really bored and decided we were going to go on sunset and go look for hot guys. hahah, yes. that is what we do. then i got this crazy idea where i was like "hey, we should go back to the hood and show each other where we used to live back in the day." so david was down, and we went down firestone back to huntington park. and all these memories came flashing back. salt lake city park. st mathias. miles elementary, gage bowl. my nina and nino's house. HIS house. the twins house. we even drove by my grandparent's house which was very creepy of us because they do still live there. :| i dont know why we did it. and we ended up getting really depressed. i dont know. i had this weird epiphany that i thought those days were never going to end. i loved that routine. things were simple. and here i am a completely different person. i became who i wanted to be, and still very unsatisfied.
well when we saw gage bowl we were like hey lets go bowling there. but i didnt have socks so then we had to go all the way back home. then david told me something verrrrrrrry upsetting. not the subject just that he hadnt told me earlier. then he told me it was a lie. i dont believe him.
got socks. then went bowling in downey. we spent 44 dollars on cosmic bowling.... we were in the moment.
i really suck. ill have moments where i'm freaking awesome and then some where theyll go straight to the gutter. they played a lot of doors. and all the lights made me want to smoke.

saturday.
woke up soooooo sore. and tired. had to go to this child care safety class in order to get certified.
went to the movies with david. (it was a david filled weekend) he fell asleep so i stole his glasses and saw the movie crisp and clear. watched umm.....ghost town, good movie. well written.
my wisdom tooth is growing in...... and cutting into my flesh.
now i know why babies cant stop crying when theyre teething.

sunday.
had cpr in the morning.im now certified and protected by good samaritan law to save a life. which btw, do you know that in order to do cpr you have to remove all upper clothing. including bras.on the person you are performing cpr. awkward!
we decided to go somewhere. and of course, things happened.
i almost had a heart attack. it always does when david comes home. what a lucky charm. <3 got into a fight with david... it happens. got this crazy idea to go get THE poster at wal-mart. had a rat race through wal-mart. david pulled my beret off exposing my messy hair. andrea dropped and cracked her phone. in the end.... there was no poster. all i had was chest pain and sexual frustration for a rolling stone cover.

monday.
cleaned my room. burned sage and incense. clear out all bad energy. decided to pull an ultimate misson of bowling and stuff. and milkshakes. lost at bowling. saw a papa j look-a-like. seriously wouldve gone to a bathroom and tapped that. dont ask. andrea said he looked nothing like him...whatever! stuff kinda happened. nothing too big. saw a certain photographer. how i would kill for his job! fuck little trees that people put in front of their house. andrea crashed her car. hahahaha.

today.
had a really weird nightmare. i was at some party. and the usual happened where i cant control myself. except this time was too much. and that same feeling came back. maybe its my tooth giving me the bad nightmares.

heres some pictures.

my mom painted the bathroom this pretty color:

we were trying to pretend to sleep....it didnt really work out.

this is hilarious.

i caught her drinking out of the toilet bowl.