i like it soft, i like it wet

i got a roomate offer. :)
well i have two already. but this one is a little bit more legit and realistic.
still not right though. :\

its raining!!!!
i miss it up north, when it rains. :[

i miss climbing the hill out of fucking breath, my chest killing me cus i smoke too many djarums. im going to go into the details of the hill, because i miss it so much. the first time i ever climbed the hill was stoned out of my mind. lets not mention with who...bitch. seriously, i wanted to fucking cry at how beautiful it was. sorry to use this term, but breathtaking. it couldve been the thc. and it was muddy. so muddy i got stuck in it. and i almost peed in my pants dying of laughter.i remember taking sarah up there and she was really drunk, unfortunately i was just bummed that i got my glasses jacked that day. and we talked about interpol, boys, and THAT DAY. seriously, sarah before you said it i already knew because it was apart of me too. we stayed up there for like 4 hours smoking, freezing our asses off looking at the bay, city lights and cemetery. METAPHORICAL, UP THE ASS. sarah peed up there. haha. homegirl was drunk as hell that night. i was weirdly sober. i remember going up there a lot during the sunsets and thinking about home. i remember going up there with caro and ivan. like one in the morning. and we saw this freakish thing in the grass. (the grass was fucking long since it was spring.) and we freaked out and ivan had to drag caro up there while me and sarah were dying of laughter. there was this period where me shauny and sarah were trying to lose weight so we were dieting and exercising. and we decided to run up the hill one night. and we almost died of heart attacks.and the pictures we used to take up there .that one time the fire alarm went off so we said fuck it and tried to look for the eclipse. it was too cloudy. going up there with the boys to get to the creepy walrus experiment place. smoking up there with random people from the 4th floor, while a cop was down the hill watching us. finding a blunt up there. burying that scary ass ouija board. thinking about people.

that guy from santa barbara keeps calling me..... sorry. i dont know whats wrong with me.


all this business is wearing me down.
bleggggh. i need a drink.