Monday, January 26, 2009

i am a man still learning how to fall

I'm working with 3 and a half hours of sleep.an empty stomach. Cut up fingers from my typewriter and paint on my dress and fingers.

Our invitations are ADORABLE. Seriously...

Oh! I forgot.
So... I finally smoked again. And holding atom once more was a beautiful experience. I wouldn't give it up for the world. No other could replace it.I don't care if I inhale ash and its all on my tongue and teeth. It was made at a very special time of life. with another person who was exactly beside me in every thought of beauty. I don't think I've found anyone else to soul smoke with except brenda.
Its been 2 years...

Anyway. Smoking made me realize how MUCH I have changed in the past 5 months. If you found me two weeks ago, I would not be the same girl. If you found me two months ago, I would not be the same girl.

P.s.Don't you dare come back and ruin my plans.

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