surprise

last night was absolutely beautiful!

all the hard work payed off. keeping my mouth shut was the hardest.
june seemed happy, and that was what we had planned. there was disco balls that we made. there was balloons everywhere, streamers everywhere. luminaries/pom poms. confetti everywhere. bubbles. little christmas lights outside.


i drank drank drank. me and sarah were conjoined at the head and made fools of ourselves. it is what we do best. :) i dont really think i can act as much as a retard with anyone else.
i danced my heart out to animal collective and yyy's.
i broke a lamp.
i spilled wine.
the cops came.

terrible mess left over. a moderate hangover.
kenneth vacuumed/cleaned everything.
what a little sweetheart.

played basketball with june and her short ass little brother, in which he slaughtered our weak sauce asses. which made me realize i have excellent pain threshold, but i have no body strength. im some healthy malnourished weak vegetarian.

after times like these, i realize im extremely privileged. im very fortunate to have beautiful people surrounding me in my beautiful home.
i forget the darkness of life and become filled with light.
(yes, thats very free love, smoke lots of weed, green hippie shit. so what!)

im happy right now.