On monday me and june decided to go to some vegetarian cafe. (Yes, we're not afraid to be a stereotype of vegetarian earth-loving scarf-knitting liberals.) But before that we managed to lock ourselves out of Tea Stains. So june pulled a mission of breaking into the place because I had just smoked and just wanted to play. I did cart wheels in the sun and grass and tried to make photographs out of june breaking into the place. and was trying to keep Link from stealing the last of my cough drops.
Life felt so simple and easy. I don't know. It felt like my grandma's backyard. So full with fun and insects and fruit.
Then we went to some vegetarian cafe in long beach and I managed to trip out on the cashier. I ate a yummy bagel sandwich and gulped down green/white tea.
And then bought anne of green gables at some vintage shop for a dollar.
Anne of green gables was my first heroine, I think.
She was the amanda palmer of green gables. Some freak weird girl who talks to much about her feelings and looks weird with her carrot hair. And is VERY unlady like.

I've been smoking a fair amount. Its good and bad, I guess. I'm just trying to figure some shit out.
I'm heavy-hearted.
I'm light-headed.
It is just me and my mind, having conversations, arguments, therapy sessions, absences.

P.S.
I can feel your closeness, its scaring me.