the less great depression

I'm really scared.
I just realized what I have done, the mess I have gotten myself into and what's going to become of it.
Its something I had to do though.

On the news all you hear about is the economy,global warming and religious wars.
I'M SO FUCKING SCARED OF EVERYTHING.
I'm scared of child molesters.
I'm scared of police.
I'm scared of the opposite sex.
I'm scared of dying.
I'm scared of love.
I'm scared of the dark.
I'm scared of white unlabeled vans.
I'm scared of losing my culture.
I'm scared of waking up and not remembering what I did the night before because I drank too much.
I'm scared of not paying rent.
I'm scared of bugs.
I'm scared of teachers.


I have extreme untreated anxieties.
Fuck human kind for having such big brains!


I don't want my sister to grow up in such a fucked up world. I don't want my grandmother to die in such a fucked up world.

Is god coming?
Is the devil coming?
Is the anti-christ coming?
Whoever they are, they have some fucking nerve.