bottom of the world.

i'm sad and i don't know why....


last night was craziness. but i really need to learn how to control myself.
i woke up freezing with caution tape wrapped around me like a belt. one of my plugs were missing so i freaked out.i had highlighter everywhere on my body. someone wrote slut on my thigh. >:l
oh and i guess i clogged a toilet. no flushing tampon applicators!

then when we were driving home and i was caught up in my thoughts of everything.
all i wanted to do was put on my headphones and listen to radiohead.

went to halloween party tonight. left early.
now i'm here.
depressed and lonely in a bee costume.