Thursday, September 25, 2008

can't you feel the knife?


i just felt the quick need to blog.

went to postsecret on tuesday with sarah. it was sooooo good. i almost broke into tears like 5 times. and i was counting. i saw a bunch of people crying. frank warren is a really great and humble man. his main cause is helping the suicide hotline. he pointed out this weird fact that about 150 people in the room (there was like 500 at least.) he pointed out that at least 150 people in the room had attempted suicide and that they could be sitting right next to you and you wouldnt even know it.

this is my favorite one, he showed it too. :)



have'nt gone lurking, i think ive kicked the habit but it doesnt mean i wouldnt start up again.
and oh, i'm going to.

oh. and i think i have a problem with addictions. or maybe some sort of compulsiveness about me. like i have to finish things. An example, its 4 in the morning and i effing stayed up playing solitaire because i HAD to win. or else i wouldnt feel right. or lets say i drop something... it will bug me to insanity. or when i go to bed, i have to do certain things with my mind. like think about the end of the world, or do this weird shrinking things that i've done since i was little.
ugh......

"i'm fucked up." - cassie

1 comment:

glittersecrecy said...

i think i've kicked the habit too! it took a week. like last night, i was really torn between party and lurking. any other day, i would've been like "must lurk, no party. lurk lurk lurk."

& i feel you on that whole thing with the solitaire and dropping stuff.